Memories
All these memories come crashing down and I'm powerless... Pictures of you and me appear flashing in my mind... I open my eyes. I can see your mouths moving. You haven't even noted. You're talking to each other, ignoring me, like you always do...
You made ,y life ake sense again, you made me be someone again. With you I forgot the rain that was pouring down my skin... I'm sorry if I ruined it all, I'm sorry if I was weak, I'm sorry if I couldn't hide the pain I have anymore, I'm sorry if I couldn't mesure you up, no matter how hard I tried everyday...
You say you still love me but when I look at you you don't look back. Whenever I say I love you (and I say it a lot) you just silence yourself and look away... (Is that love?)
It's better a slash of a sword than a wounding silence. And I'm so afraid of our unspoken words...
I can see the pain in your eyes. I want to give you my hand, to embrace you close, to stear your pain away. Or at least bare it with you, help you trough... But I can't. If I try, I know you'll shun me. Were not what we used to be. And it's all my fault...
As I can't hold you, I tried to forget you. Of course I couldn't. How could I forget something so perfect? I'm not okay without you but I don't want to. That would mean I don't love you anymore, wich I do. I think I will forever.
But I' moving on without you, don't quite know where I'm going. It's so dark...
(And memories still haunt me along the way...)
06th August 08
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